Life's limits

I don't expect anyone reading these posts, they are random and they consist only of my own thoughts, feelings and ideas, more or less as an online diary but with a hope of a reply from a similar person - maybe. I imagined myself as being someone of some importance by this age but what I didn't imagine was that the person I will be with, won't be the same as I am. I am not important although I don't complain about my current work position or status, I gain my own money, I pay the bills, I try to grant my wishes but when you are in a couple, it is supposed that both persons should thing in the same direction..and I don't think my half is on the same page as I am! This is not a good thing although I tried to understand this situation for almost 3 years. What I want? Well I want my half to have a job and feel good about what he is doing, I want him to imagine good things that will come, to plan together future events and to see things in a brighter light...It is so damn hard to try and do all these things by your own but for 2 it is much more difficult. I am so close of giving up..I am constantly fighting to keep myself focused and to earn some penny not just for survival but also for traveling, for wanting a better status,a better life and when I see my half rejecting even a position that is not that great but that can help me with the money, I am so disappointed..he doesn't understand the pressure I have and the efforts I put into working this relationship...I just want to see the interest from his part..not to be so laid-back...things don't fall from the sky, you need to work for what you want! I truly don't know what to do about this...he is out of luck for a good job but he doesn't even want to go to an offered job because it is difficult to lift some furniture...he doesn't think about the money he could bring home...especially if this job is just for 1-2 months...it's an opportunity and he rejects it...why??? Because the right job is right behind the corner? Come on...it will eventually come but in the meanwhile, do whatever it takes (legally) to keep things in a balance at home...and not to say no, I don't like it!!
I am stuck in a loop and have no idea what I should do..maybe the problem is the way I see the situation but still...I am 26 going on 27..and I really need some stability in my life...I hate putting my like in stand by for so long..I'm in such a big dilemma..I'm so sad!

Zilele noastre

Ne trezim posomorati de vreme, de faptul ca trebuie sa ne gasim rostul in viata dar oricat de mult dorim nu il gasim! Mergem pe strada si tot ce vedem sunt fete triste, suparate, nervoase, pesimiste si mohorate. Nimic nu mai face o persoane sa rada si sa se simta bine in pielea lui pentru ca oriunde intorci privirea sunt acelasi sentimente negative. Ce s-a intamplat cu poporul nostru si dorinta lui de a avea o viata mai buna, de a face lucruri pentru suflet si nu pentru ca trebuie. Unde sunt zambetele oamenilor si dorinta lor de VIATA??? Acum gasim doar ura si batjocura la adresa oamenilor, culmea, venite tot de la oameni. Daca inainte puteai sa dai vina pe Dumnezeu ca ultima solutie, acum dai vina pe oameni, pe nepasarea lor si dorinta lor de a face rau, de a rani si jigni fara nici o remuscare. Nu inteleg ce s-a intamplat cu omenirea si de ce a ajuns in stadiul asta. Oamenii au ajuns sa fie roboti, sa uite de viata, de bucurie, pace si iubire...toti sunt prea ocupati cu dezvoltarea unei cariere calcand pe cadavre, cu crearea de probleme, cu imbogatirea instanta, cu tradarea si nepasarea. Tot ce era mai urat din oameni acum a iesit la suprafata intr-un mod grotesc si inspaimantator. Cine ne mai poate oferi raspunsuri din inima si cu gand bun? Cine mai e alaturi de tine cand ai nevoie de o vorba buna? Esti doar tu cu tine impotriva raului. Cine a zis expresia "iadul pe pamant" probabil nu s-a gandit ca intr-o zi o sa-l apuce sa-l vada. Tind sa cred ca mai exista o mana de oameni curati si care incearca sa face lucrurile sa mearga si fara sentimente negative si destructive. Exista atat de multe "sfarsituri de lume"incat oamenii nu observa ca ei traiesc in prezent acest sfarsit. Nu o sa vina era glaciara, pamantul nu o sa arda in flacari si nici nu va exploda de la sine, nu! Oamenii fac asta! si pentru ce? cine are de castigat data la sfarsit toti o sa fim omorati de lipsa de umanitate din noi? Si apoi vine intrebarea...pentru ce? Pentru ce traiesti, speri, visezi, iubesti, ajuti daca in cele din urma nu mai ai cum sa faci toate astea datorita majoritatii? Traim intr-un prezent crud si neputincios!

Mask time

pets pets pets..all over pets

and my LUCKY dog...:*:*:*
....this is MIU...
......my roomate's bunny...FUZZY
........a CUTE KITTEN...
I present you....NUC :P

New Photos with a part of myself

what are you dreaming of my sweet friend?
old frames
drive safely
what keeps us alive...
are there...2 sun(s)?
full moon...can't get sleep
a spot of light
can u feel the taste?
going up or going down?
swimming in a multicolor ocean

Travelers Game

A few months ago..a friend of mine started playing a game that I found veeery interresting( the site is also captivating) and I want to share it,so this is the link of the Travelling IQ Challange game.
This is a very educational game and you can learn a lot from it. You have to point the correct city or capital or famous places in the world. If you are close and fast enough you will receive points. The game becomes harder with every level and if you don't earn points you can not go to the next level. At the end of the game you will see your Traveler IQ...meaning how good you are at geography :)
It can be played just for fun or in other purposes..such as learning for an exam(IATA) or for another type of exam(I need to know all the capitals of the world for a ticketing exam at the University) Try it out...my IQ is 96...for now..and I want it up up up :D Good Luck and please do tell me what do you think about this game.
Have fuuun!

Leapsaaaa complexaa

Pentru ca am fost tag-uita cu o leapsa de catre Kuh za great, ii voi face placerea insa pt k mi se pare prea sec doar sa scrii mel. acolo...am zis dom'le...sa facem mai fun leapsa asta...therefore here we go:

1.Cum te simti azi- un house(nus al cui)-Can You Feel It Comming...ooooh yeaaaah...ce?:))
2.Vei ajunge departe in viata? Nelly Furtado-Te Busque...hmmm...uhhmm...???..!!??...searching
3.Ce parere au prietenii tai despre tine?Clona(soundtrack)-Siento que te conosco a se tiempo...:)
4.Te vei casatori? Take That-Patience...sure,nooo problem with that
5.Care este melodia preferata a prietenului tau cel mai bun? Bitza&Grasu xxl-Baietii mari nu plang...acum...care prieten cel mai bun?
6.Care este povestea vietii tale?In Extremo-Her Manneling..uhm...stie cineva ce inseamna?:D
7.Ce inseamna liceul pt tine? Aerosmith-I don't want to miss a thing(...I didn't)
8.Cum poti merge mai departe in viata?Junkie XL-Mushroom...aaaa...adik sa pap ciuperci halucinogene?:D
9.Care este cel mai bun lucru cu privire la prietenii tai?Pink Floyd..The Nile Song...asta se nimereste :))
10.Ce se aude weekendul asta?Greace(soundtrack)-Summer nights...uuuuhhhh...abia astept :D
11.Ce cantec te descrie?St.Iordache-La Salul cel Negru...=))...hai k asta e tare
12.Ce cantec ii descrie pe bunicii tai...waves of love disco boys(asa crie in playlist)...tari batraneii:)) dar oare nu pot schimba ordinea intrebarilor...cea d sus cu asta?:))
13.Cum iti merge?->The Rasmus- Back in the picture...HELL YEAAAAAHHH :D
14.Ce melodie vor canta la inmormantarea ta?Queen-Bohemian Rhapsody...:D niiice
15.Cum te vede lumea?The Rasmus-Shout...oh well...daca ma calca pe coditza ce pot sa fac:P
16.Vei avea o viata frumoasa?Deepdish-We gonna feel it...yes?:D
17.Ce cred prietenii tai despre tine cu adevarat?Parazitii-Avort verbal....duuuuuude...WTF?:))
18.Cum ma pot face fericita?Silent Strike-Dolphins....ooooo da...tru tru tru
19.Ce ar trebui sa faci cu viata ta? Junkie XL & Sasha-Breezer...adik?nu pricep...cum?..de ce?...da?...ei nu mai spune...????...confused...dar suna bine melodia:D
INTREBAREA NR 20. este conceputa de moi...sa vdm ce iese:
20. Ce iti prevede viitorul?(haideti la ghicitoarea ioana sa va citeasca'n palma si sa va dea in carti de colorat):))...si acum apas B...=>Fat Joe vs Rouge - Don't be shy,lean back....this is soooo sexual...I like it :D :)):))

Dau leapsa mai departe spre: MrBR, Kuh(again) si...uhm...cine mai vrea:D